Hey everybody how’s your week going so far?? Hope it is going good. I am having a busy one getting ready to hit the road next week. I have been hanging down at the DCMA store on Melrose a lot, having some business meetings and i have been meeting a lot of kids who have been coming in to say hi. We start band practice tomorrow so I will take a bunch of pics for you guys and put them up this week. So you have all been introduced to our boy Greg Lutzka, now this litle video is just to show you guys a little bit about what Greg does. Besides being a nice dude and a great guy to hang with, he is one of the most talented skaters in the world. If your in the market for a new pair of shoes, check out his new Globe shoes too!!!
Pretty awesome, I got a pair, you will see me rockin them on stage on this tour. Greg is gonna come out to some shows too, make sure you say hi to him and get his autograph, he is an awesome guy. So that does it for me tonight. I am really excited to practice with the guys tomorrow. I’m feeling really ready for this tour, I’m getting all packed up and ready to go. Bought a couple new pairs of black jeans, got some new DCMA T’s and shaved my head again for the summer:) and i can’t wait to see you guys! I hope i get to meet a lot of you on this one!! Thanx again for all the sweet comments you guys always leave…..I love my FAM!!!! talk to you guys again tommorrow after practice….xobenj
As you all know, it’s Wednesday, and that can only mean one thing…I want you to tune into Celebrity Circus tonight at 8:30c 9:30 eastern on NBC! Chris wants me to thank all of you for all of your votes so far. Remember, you can’t vote for Chris untill AFTER his act, and up to two hours after the show. You can vote by the number provided on the show, or You can vote online by email by CLICKING HERE ! You can vote up to ten times per number or email.
Now, this has been a very trying time during our relationship. My husband comes home way too exhausted to be able to tend to any needs of mine, mentally or physically. It’s been almost 3 months of living with a cranky injured zombie. I have tried my best to support him in every way I can. However, there is a lot of back story to this all that people don’t know about. Firstly, Chris and I agreed he would not do the Wheel of Death. It was the one apparatus that I begged him not to do. If I didn’t love the guy, send him on up! There is no life insurance policy big enough to justify doing something so dangerous! ; ) Just recently, I found out Chris has been practicing it every day…and keeping it from me. I was pretty upset, hurt, and felt slightly left out of his decisions that can and DO affect us both. When Chris did his fire clown act, he kept out a lot of the details… his HUGE burns on his hands, and throwing explosives in his crotch! I was pretty hurt by that as well, only because he said he purposely didn’t tell me so I wouldn’t worry. I think I am a little more worried that he feels he needs to keep stuff from me! Now, last night after they filmed the show..we went out to a bar with the cast and crew. One of the crew members asked me how I felt about my husband falling out of the trapeze directly on top of his head. I responded that I didn’t know how to feel about it because I was just hearing about it!!! I understand my husband doesn’t want me to worry…but as his wife, I expect to know when my hubby almost breaks his neck, breaks his promises, and throws explosives on his dick! As much as I wish he would get eliminated and come home, I also want him to win. After all of this, I am still his number one fan. However, if he thinks he will keep playing the “pick and choose what I tell my wife” game…he is going to be very dissapointed when his next injury comes to him. It wont be from circus, and he most likely wont be able to preform his acts after I give it to him!!! Explosives on your cock aint got NOTHING on what I can deliver, boy! There is no I in team, and I want nothing but to be his team mate.
So, problems aside, I am so proud of my man…and hope you guys see what I see in him and vote for his ass! Hopefully, he will have plenty of time after this to make things up to me ; )
I am sick of negative people who just sit around trying 2 plot my downfall… Why???? I understand if people don’t like me because I like me or if people think tight clothes look gay or people say I run my mouth to much, But this Bonnaroo thing is the worst insult I’ve ever had in my life. This is the most offended I’ve ever been… this is the maddest I ever will be. I’m typing so fucking hard I might break my fucking Mac book Air!!!!!!!! Call me any name you want…. arrogant, conceited, narcissistic, racist, metro, fag whatever you can think of…. BUT NEVER SAY I DIDN’T GIVE MY ALL! NEVER SAY I DIDN’T GIVE MY ALL! THIS SHOWS NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING THERE WILL BE PEOPLE THERE TO LIE ABOUT YOU AND BRING YOU DOWN! LIKE WAYNE SAYS PLEASE DON’T SHOOT ME DOWN CAUSE I’M FLYING! I’M FUCKING HURT BY THIS ONE. ALL I CARE ABOUT ARE THE FANS. JUST SAY THIS OUT LOUD IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE, “KANYE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT GIVING A GOOD PERFORMANCE.” CAN ANYONE HONESTLY SAY THAT ????????? HAS ANYONE EVEN TAKEN THE TIME TO AT LEAST DO THE MATH??? BONNAROO SHOULD HAVE RELEASED A STATEMENT IN MY DEFENSE BUT SINCE THEY HAVEN’T LET’S BREAK DOWN THE WALLS ON THIS TRUMAN SHOW AND LET YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY OCCURRED!!! FOR OVER A MONTH WE WENT BACK AND FORTH ON WETHER OR NOT WE COULD EVEN FIT MY STAGE AT THE FESTIVAL. ONE DAY THEY WOULD SAY YES… WE’D SEND THEM OUR SPECS THEN THEY THEY’D SAY OK… THEN THEY WOULD SEND SPECS BACK THAT DIDN’T FIT THE STAGE. WE WERE OBVIOUSLY DEALING WITH FUCKING IDIOTS WHO DIDN’T REALLY HAVE THE CAPACITY TO REALLY PUT ON THIS SHOW PROPERLY. THEY TRIED 2 GIVE ME A TIME SLOT WERE IT WAS STILL LIGHT OUTSIDE … I HAVE A FUCKING LIGHT SHOW DUMB ASS, IT’S NOT CALLED GLOW IN THE DARK FOR NO REASON SQUID BRAINS! MY PEOPLE WORKED OUT A COMPROMISED STAGE PLOT AND A 3AM TIME SLOT AND I AGREED. FAST FOWARD TO THE DAY OF THE SHOW. MY PRODUCTION MANAGER TRIED TO LOAD IN FOR 24 HOURS BEFORE I WENT ON STAGE BUT THE FESTIVAL WOULDN’T ALLOW US TO DO ANYTHING UNTILL PEARL JAM LEFT THE STAGE. PEARL JAM ENDED ONE HOUR
LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT THAT POINT WE’RE RACING AGAINST THE SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT 4:20AM DON COMES BACK 2 THE BUS AND TELLS ME, ” IT WOULD TAKE 45 MORE MINUTES TO PUT ALL YOUR PYRO IN!” I SAY I HAVE TO GET OUT THERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE . I HIT THE STAGE AND PEOPLE HAD BEEN THROWING SHIT ON THE STAGE AND HAD ACTUALLY HIT THE JANE SCREEN WITH, I GUESS BOTTLES OR SOMETHING AND HAD BROKEN MY FUCKING SCREEN. REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A SHORTY AND WATER WOULD HIT THE TV ?????? WHEN I GOT 2 “THROUGH THE WIRE” I STEPPED ON THE FRONT PART OF MY STAGE AND THERE WAS SO MUCH LIQUID ON THE STAGE I COULDN’T MOVE WITHOUT SLIPPING. I HAD TO ADJUST MY WHOLE PERFORMANCE STYLE BECAUSE OF IT. A FEW MORE SONGS IN AND THE SONG WAS ON IT’S WAY UP.. I CUT A FEW SONGS FROM THE SET BECAUSE I WANTED PEOPLE 2 EXPERIENCE STRONGER WHILE THERE WAS STILL SOME DARKNESS TO PERFORM IT IN. I’VE STRUGGLED WITH STRONGER FROM IT’S CONCEPTION. REMEMBER LAST SUMMER WHEN I CANCELED SOME TV APPEARANCES. IT WAS BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT TO PERFORM STRONGER IN THE DAYTIME. ANYONE WHO CAME TO THE GLOW TOUR CAN UNDERSTAND WHY I WANTED PEOPLE TO SEE IT PROPERLY. IT BROKE MY HEART THAT I COULDN’T GIVE THESE FANS STRONGER IN IT’S GREATEST FORM… BY THE TIME I GOT TO STRONGER IT WAS DAYTIME AND IT BROKE MY HEART. I’M SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I DIDN’T HAVE THE ABILITY 2 GIVE THE PERFORMANCE I WANTED TO. I’M SORRY… SOMETIMES I GO 2, 3 DAYS W/O SLEEP WORKING ON MY PERFORMANCE… I HAVE TO ICE MY KNEES AFTER EVERY SHOW AND THEY HURT WHEN I WALK THROUGH THE AIRPORT… HAVING AN EXPENSIVE STAGE CUTS MY PAYDAY IN HALF… CALL ME WHAT YOU WANT BUT NEVER SAY I DIDN’T GIVE MY ALL! !!
Hi guys, hope you all had a great weekend! I just shot the finale for my BFF show and I can’t wait for you all to see it…I’ll let you all know when it premieres, it’s going to be amazing and everyone did such an incredible job.
I wanted to let you know that I’ve been getting messages and reading stories about an incident that supposedly happened with me and a pet store: I was catching up on news last week only to read a story about me walking by some puppies for sale, and demanding that I be given a Yorkie puppy to be an accessory for a photo shoot. These stories have gotten out of control and I want to clear some things up-
I wasn’t looking for a new pet, I wasn’t even at a photo shoot that day, (I was down the street at Benji’s DCMA clothing store) and I actually have a Yorkie puppy. I love animals and the cruel things people say are not acceptable. Puppies are not accessories or toys and I love my own pets dearly–I treat them as if they were my children. Of course I support pet adoption from shelters, and I made sure that my BFF show involved a local one to spread the word about how these animals need loving owners. So it is sad that someone felt the need to invent a story about me throwing a fit for a dog that would “go with my outfit.”
I have no idea where people come up with these stories and they are spreading to so many news outlets that I just have to speak my mind and clear things up, especially with my fans. I love you all and appreciate your messages, as always.
Have a great week, and I will post again soon–after wrapping the BFF show, it’s on to more projects, travel and time with the people (and pets) that I love.
Hey y’all! I wanted to let ya know that my single “Come On Over” will be available tomorrow in itunes and amazon.com! Thanks for supporting me so much already, I have the best fans in the whole world! I’m beyond blessed.
Oh yeah and don’t forget that I will be performing it on The View live from Vegas Wednesday morning, I can’t wait to sing for y’all again. It has been way too long!
Hard to watch the news. I love CNN though- and reading all the papers I can- Shark hunters make me sick. How sad- The best news is traveling and seeing things for yourself and talking to neighbors and people around the world. The politics are really interesting now. Funny how reporters become biased if they’ve been dissed by a candidate. Bitter - and boring.- whiney. All I know is that OBAMA must win the election. I’m going to donate everything I can- and we all should. It’s an enormous challenge to create change. It will take more dedication to get him in office. Some people are comfortable the way things are going- the people that control things now- We need to stir it up. And that takes everything we have while we still have it- I’m shocked that a lot of my friends aren’t registered to vote. (They are now) but please-You HAVE to vote. Especially this time- it’s the best shot!!!!! And be aware of spin - We all want to succeed -be healthy and prosperous- and the war needs to end. We are civilized and deserve PEACE - America is safe.- our children have bright futures. Do everything you can to ensure Peace and Prosperity for a healthy world.
I will be in New York July 7th and 8th . . . on the 8th I will be attending the Playboy 55th Anniversary Playmate Search casting call . . . hope to see you there!
